交叉小径的垃圾花园

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明知道过几天她就回来了

但是送她的时候还是忍不住哭了

Soul Whirling Somewhere - Forget It. I Give Up. Goodbye. I Love You

hope is the only thing you can have when trying to recover. all the time in the world can't fix a thing. i'll just end up fooling myself. and that's the only way to get through - is to forget. but forgetting the facts does not change them. it won't change them. there is no getting through unless my world turns back around. and the only chance for that lies within hope. it lies in hope. tiny and weak. almost trickery. it fills every inch of my body inside, but it's nearly nothing everywhere else. it's the only drop of water i can place in this desert and pray something grows. i'll die holding my breath. i'll die hoping. i'll die hoping for you. i hope... i hope... that's the only thing that i will never give up on i hope. you're never not on my mind. i hope. i hope. i love you. and do you know that you're that last human thought that will go through my mind when i die. you'll always remain in my heart and in my hopes. my probably futile hopes. but it's all i've got. and it's all i'll ever have. i hope. i hope. and hey - i love you. God i love you. i love you. i loved you. i love you. i love you.
“试图从痛苦中康复，抱有希望是你唯一能做的事。纵然时光倒流也无法令事情完好如初。我只能嘲笑自己做为结束。遗忘是仅存的解脱方式。但遗忘根本无法改变一切。它不能改变，不能让我的世界回到过去。我所期待的希望只是一个谎言。它是个谎言，弱不禁风，在我身体里面膨胀。但事实上它什么也不是，也不在任何地方。我用这希望的水珠希望在这一片荒芜中祈祷着什么能够生长。我将窒息而死，我将死于希望。我将为你死于希望，我希望，我希望.....我只希望我永远也不会放弃抱有希望。你从来没有出现在我的脑海。我希望，我爱你，我希望你能知道你将是我临终前心里记挂的最后一个人。你将永远活在我的心里我的希望里，我这卑微的希望。但它却是我希望的全部。它是我曾经拥有的全部。我希望，我希望...唉，我爱你，上帝呀，我爱你，我爱你，我爱你，我爱你......”